SICK

well, honestly am tired of being the one tat understands. am tired of being here for everybody when they need me. am tired of being hurt && forgiving everybody. am xo sick of having a fake smile for everybody. && for once in my life, i wanna sit down and cry..&& feel tat it's okay.

i hate being the strong person..&& i hate being nice! i wanna be mean && i want people to know tat they cant just walk over me.

i wanna be somebody am not. :c