distant melody

to see his smile, or hear his voice, to see his laugh, && the look when his eyes meet mine, to feel the touch of his hug, && to hear those words..knowing he means them.
sometimes i intend to argue just to hear him say sorry [[cause i know he will lemme win]].

until one day, my smile is gone like it was never there..
his hug feels distant, his eyes does not look at mine much, his words sound empty && dull.
everything seems like a lie. i pretend it's a dream && everything will be alright..but i look around && face reality..HE HAS CHANGED.

&& as for now, i have another scar tat needs healing..
scars in the heart can sometimes take forever to heal. :c