i was f0rcing myself to sleep last night when a th0ught came to my mind..
i remembered when i was dreaming b0ut my bel0ved grams [[lola]]..tat she is viable!

i have th0ught bef0re tat maybe my subc0nsci0us is still h0ping f0r my grams to be alive..

but n0w, i realized tat maybe a part of me [[superego]] is in denial tat l0la's g0ne f0rever..en thus, i d0nt go to cemetery because of the h0pe tat she might be ar0und, breathing. :c

1 comment:

igatmate said...

denial gyud ka!

move on na oie! almost 2yrs na na...