as you drift further into the past, my memory of you fractures && splinters..until all i can clearly remember is not a picture, but a FEELING..

as y'all know, am not good at goodbyes..but i guess tat's what tiz is — a real one tiz time..cause as much as i thought i wanted "us" to be together..i guess what i want more, is to be one of those people who lives every moment of their lives without indecision && without regrets. someone who dares to disturb the universe without a thought to the consequences..&& i thought, ya'r not one of those people, at least not yet. [[maybe you’ll prove me wrong about tat one day..hope you do.]] but who knows? maybe people cant change. maybe we’re doomed to repeat the same mistakes over && over again..no matter how hard we try.
i always hope for a happy ending..how crazy is that?!
goodluck to myself! haha