my hatest farewell..

am here in the ship na..for the third time, i feel tiz way AGAIN..confusion && emptiness. tiz unwanted emotions seem to eat me whole! :s

for the first time, i never knew how painful it is to hug && kiss a person. how time seemed to run xoo fast when we're together..if only i could halt the moment..if only i could fuse islands..if only he could be wit me ALWAYS..if only i could! if only.. :c