when love and hate collide?? hah!

it's the worst feeling in the world to love && hate someone all at the same time..and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
it's funny, but stupid how you want everything && nothing at the same time. it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on..&& when you want to move on but ya'r stuck right where you started. when feelings come && go..and you cant decide what you want. when you have xoo many things to say..but you dont know where to start. when you want them in yar life xoooo bad..but all you can do is push them farther && farther away.

it's xo hard to think back to how things used to be..&& look at it now, and realize tat things are different && they may never be the same. :c you tell yarself it's not worth it..but if it really didnt matter..you wouldnt spend so much time thinking about it?
dayyyuum! >.<

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