The End of My July in the Rain..

he broke up with you, aiight? after telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like love && baby? yeah..i know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down xo you would stroke his fake low ego.
did he tell you that you were beautiful? i bet he promised you aloooot of things, or maybe he'd always mention how he was lying in bed && wished you were there.
he dragged "i love you" out of you, didnt he? yea, dont deny it.
he would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. he constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock.
he made you love pictures that were just sort of "bleh" before.

did you delete those pictures after he broke yar heart? yeah, me too..i did to only few of them. hihi >.<
all of yar friends hate him now, dont they? remember how happy they were for you? they warned you. just remember..it's okay to cry.
&& referring to him as "jerk" is perfectly expected. because, trust me..you'll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. there will be the "one time"s && the "i remember"s, and once you think ya'r over him, WATCH OUT!
you better keep yar eyes closed in the streets..because i promise you, the next time you see him..he'll be all over some other girl. a little part of you will want to warn her..but nobody will blame you for hating her && for blaming her for yar pain.
yea. you'll compare all guys to him..because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he WAS perfect. he WAS everything you had ever wanted, or maybe you made that up..maybe, the second he started to show interest..you made up this perfect guy in yar head..and he just happened to be just like him.

listen. you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. okay, xo i didnt believe it either, but am starting to.. n_n
the most important thing though is dont let him know he hurt you. dont let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. dont give him that satisfaction. make him think you are completely happy. when he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure..but dont smile. make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him. :j

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